you won't mind if i gush about every time i emerge from my little mouse hole to Socialize with people right. going outside is a very big deal for a tiny little tama

big thanks to @brandybuizel for organizing the thing!! yay. you forgot to carry me on your SHOULDERS YOU BITCH but its ok i still love u heart emoji sparkling heart emoji. you're forgiven... for now...

now that i'd experienced a meetup once before the nerves had died down quite a bit, and i felt more comfortable around everyone and free to be Mentally Fucking Ill in public. everyones so chill putting up with my bullshit :)

i dont have many photos this time around... my hands were often occupied by Bob Velseb Plush and/or my giant ass sketchbook and i just Forgot. people kept looking through the sketchbook and i was screaming and crying and begging for them not to look at the Yaoi. they saw sanford madnesscombat's titties.

speaking of sketchbook: the doodle/signature collection!!

thank u all for Vandalizing my pages. this will continue to happen

a lot of us made STICKERS!!!!!!! sticker trade was like, a big part of this event. we love stickies. my laptop is now covered in them, and i have like 50 million extras i still need to figure out what to do with :sob:

i met hatsune miku in The Real...

got pics with @phantomarcade3k, who towers over me

however he was kind enough to amputate his own legs so i could feel tall for once in my life. i shouldve taken the opportunity to ruffle his hair here but i'm a pussy ass bitch so

got the toomanygames poster so i finally dont feel like a dumb idiot loser anymore

and a chompy from @squidly !!!!!! my sweet baby... his name is Concrete

went out to his car the dark of night and exchanged cash for this Thing he grabbed from the trunk like a drug deal. like this was the absolute shadiest possible way you could buy a plushie. 10/10 would complete plushie transactions like this again

now, a list of fond memories uwu

• the fucking fourteen year old that was taller than me what the HELL
• screaming ARIGATOU, TOMOYO after the group photo with the flag, earning me more strange looks from the Normal People that were unfortunate enough to exist in the same space as a newgrounds meetup. and also possibly the newgrounders themselves. im very quirky
• petting catboy dave sculpture. it is a sacred artifact
• not as fond of a memory, more like a Trauma, but i almost fucking broke said sculpture but luckily he survived unharmed, if any damage had been done i wouldve like actually killed myself in front of everyone i swear to fucking god
• seeing dave do the anime ass kitty nya pose
• @CheddarExuberant and i making our bob velseb plushies kiss
• not breaking eye contact with the mario painting in the bathroom while pissing
• playing in the groove and fucking up with the wrong difficulties like twice because we're idiots i guess with @disconnecty. i know you exist now. grips your shoulder through the screen. i also really appreciate your little commentary on my art!! ahhhhh thank you for your Words
• an intense match of stick hockey where the puck got stuck in an unreachable spot for way longer than it should have. fucked up really. brandy and i won though so >:)
• @NickSenny getting me addicted to pinball
• air hockey against brandy, i am very bad at it, i got a 3-point lead and proceeded to fumble so hard i'm so cringefail at everything i do WHY
• i dropped my fucking pocky. i felt like that one vine

idk how to end this post AHAH

arigathank u all... hope to see everyone again soon!!!!!!!! if not soon then just, at the next ng meetup :D